In a shocking revelation to Jezebel, Natasha Rose Chenie who is a 24-year-old Vancouver, Canada native narrates her incestuous relationship with her father who she met for the first time at age 19. Natasha never knew her father as he just had a casual relationship with her mother and fled after she got pregnant; so she sought him out and finally went to Jamaica to meet him. In the lengthy story, she writes on how she was smitten by her father the first time she met him and had an unusual attraction to him. She was amazed at how much they were alike and blown away by how nicely he treated her. She kept the taboo feelings bottled up and hoped that they would go away but they did not.
During her final visit to see her dad in 2009 when she was 21, she 'discovered our sexual attraction to be mutual' and her father admitted to her that he had wanted to have sex with her 'from the first moment I saw you.' I was not only a victim of my father's two-year seduction; I also felt a victim of my own sexual feelings Natasha writes: 'I imagine that, unless you have experienced genetic sexual attraction yourself, this is going to sound entirely unbelievable. But trust me: it is as real and intense as anything.
The sexual feelings I had for my father felt like a dark spell that had been cast over me. 'I was not only a victim of my father's two-year seduction; I also felt a victim of my own sexual feelings. I felt ashamed of myself, and I had no one to talk to about it. I wasn't equipped to understand or handle my feelings.' After having oral sex on a number of occasions, Natasha said she then shut herself in a bedroom away from her father on her final night in Jamaica and he drove her to the airport the next day in silence. She hasn't returned to see him and six years on, she's still trying to make sense of what happened between them.
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